| The Spiritual Journey Through a Meditation | | | | developed since we were born and which we call |
| Practice | | | | the personality. The personality is formed from |
| The Buddhists and others say that all life is | | | | traits we have acquired from our parents |
| suffering. Others refer to our existence as | | | | genetically and energetically and our experiences in |
| composed of a pain body. Certainly as we look | | | | this life. Underlying the personality are many |
| upon the human condition worldwide we see | | | | sub-identities with traits we have carried over |
| much of both, and we may wonder if there is a | | | | from many lifetimes, and they are mostly |
| way out of this dilemma. We seem relentlessly | | | | composed of fundamental beliefs and emotional |
| programmed to make choices and decisions that | | | | reactions. This collection of identities and reactions |
| lead us into further suffering. Circumstances that | | | | is what we call the ego. |
| lead to pain seem beyond our control. | | | | The ego is the aspect of who we think we are |
| Our experience tells us that we seem to have | | | | that was developed over time living in a manifest |
| many different parts to ourselves in conflict with | | | | existence of separation. Therefore, the ego is |
| each other. Sometimes we are afraid and | | | | driven by many defenses to whatever it |
| sometimes we feel secure. Sometimes we are | | | | perceives as a threat to its comfort or existence. |
| angry and sometimes we are calm. Sometimes | | | | Most of the traits of what we think of as |
| we are discouraged and sometimes we are | | | | fundamental to be human are actually merely the |
| positively hopeful. You have probably heard that | | | | defensive characteristics of the ego. This includes |
| we have a higher self, a soul, a transcendent self, | | | | our emotional reactions, beliefs, and our |
| a lower self, a subconscious mind, a shadow self, | | | | judgments, criticism, and blame. Because the ego |
| a super-conscious mind, an unconscious mind, a | | | | is a survival mechanism coping with the sense of |
| chakra system, and even more. The apparent | | | | separation from God, all human beings have similar |
| separation of each of these conflicting elements | | | | reactions and defense mechanisms. Naturally, each |
| of us is actually a perception of separation, and | | | | person has developed a unique style and |
| that perception of separation is the actual cause | | | | preference for particular defense mechanisms, |
| of the suffering and pain. | | | | but the underlying core similarities are closely |
| Through meditation we are able to integrate all | | | | similar for all people. For instance, one main core |
| the illusions of separation, and merge our | | | | mechanism of the ego is fear. |
| awareness into the unitive state where we realize | | | | The experience of perceiving separation from our |
| the underlying infinite, conscious principle that is | | | | divine source engenders a number of fears. |
| both the very essence of all of who we are and | | | | Because the underlying reality of existence is love |
| the absolute nature of all there is. | | | | and light, the experience of separation isolates the |
| The Goals of the Meditation Process | | | | ego in darkness and void to a degree hard to |
| There are several phases to be keep in mind as | | | | imagine, and the ego will do anything it can to |
| you develop your daily practice. This is not an | | | | prevent itself from feeling the terror of this pain. |
| intellectual process, but rather an experiential | | | | The ego is terrorized by anything that threatens |
| process of discovering first-hand what your True | | | | its survival. So the ego is driven to cling to as |
| Self is. This discovery is not revealed by thinking | | | | many things as possible to give it assurance that |
| about the subject or analyzing ideas about it, but | | | | it does not have to go into the deep void of |
| rather allowing the truths to arise from the | | | | separation or come to its end. So this powerful |
| experience of direct expansions of awareness and | | | | underlying fear drives people with many passions |
| realization. When the reality of the unity and | | | | to accumulate, own, attach to, possess, grasp at, |
| interconnectedness of all things becomes your | | | | or control in an attempt to insulate themselves |
| experience you will awaken to a new way of | | | | from the pain of separation and the fear of |
| viewing yourself and all life. You will feel as though | | | | ceasing to exist. |
| you have awakened from the dreams of a deep | | | | There Is More to You than The Ego |
| sleep. | | | | Beneath the surface experiences of the ego is a |
| Until you have this experience you think you are | | | | deep and aware part of you that is aware of its |
| awake and directing your life through conscious | | | | connection to the divine source of love and light. |
| decisions. When you awaken your awareness | | | | It is present with you now at this very moment, |
| pierces through the images that your five senses | | | | but it normally operates below your level of |
| tell you is reality, and you become aware of the | | | | conscious awareness. This is what we call the |
| truth that underlies all existence. You will sense | | | | True Self. It is also called the Soul, Higher Self, |
| that everything is created out of the same | | | | Master Within, God Presence, Enlightened |
| energy, and is therefore fundamentally the same | | | | Consciousness, Awakened Self, I AM Presence, |
| fabric of existence. You will feel more connected | | | | and other such names. |
| with this fabric of creation and more awake and | | | | What defines our perception of our spiritual |
| more in touch with everything. You will realize | | | | evolution is the gradual bringing to the surface of |
| how absorbed in an illusion you were. You will feel | | | | our awareness of the True Self. As it emerges |
| reborn as you awaken into a fresh new view of | | | | more and more it gradually integrates its |
| everything. | | | | awareness into the perceptions of the ego and |
| The meditative practice was developed as a | | | | we experience a merging of our conscious |
| means of connecting with the field and | | | | awareness into the awareness of our Soul. I refer |
| consciousness of creation, and to listen to the still | | | | to this process as the soul merging, and it is a |
| small voice which emanates from the infinite | | | | process that continues until the ego traits |
| divine presence. Your sense of being connected | | | | completely dissolve. |
| with and one with the fullness of the divine will | | | | Whatever role the ego plays for us can be |
| become natural and automatic. | | | | replaced and managed better by our True Self or |
| With each meditative experience you surrender | | | | Soul, and this is what makes enlightenment a |
| into the greater awareness of who you are and | | | | process rather than a destination. It takes time to |
| when you return to your normal every day | | | | discover and get in touch with the many overt |
| consciousness your awareness is changed, and | | | | and subtle aspects of our ego identities, and |
| with this new awareness your life changes. You | | | | therefore it generally takes many lifetimes to |
| know that you and the rest of manifest creation | | | | experience the complete dissolution of the ego |
| are not what you always assumed they were, | | | | and the full emergence of the True Self or Soul. |
| and life doesn't work the way you assumed it did. | | | | Once a person becomes aware of these truths, |
| The only way to know this is by direct | | | | the process proceeds at a much more rapid pace |
| experience. It is not known by reading, thinking, or | | | | than he or she did prior. |
| any of the other normal ways you have come to | | | | Meditation enables us to disconnect from the |
| know anything. It is by direct experience in | | | | realm of the five senses and realize our inner |
| consciousness only. | | | | realities and connections in ways the five senses |
| Introducing the Ego | | | | could never provide. There are many types of |
| The confusion comes from the fact that there | | | | meditation and it is a good idea to try several until |
| are fundamentally two major components to who | | | | you find the ones that work best for you. I have |
| and what we are. The part of us that we think of | | | | written other articles on this subject. |
| as the conscious person is what has been | | | | |