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Much Ado about Nothing
adapted from a talk by Gil Fronsdal,
April 1st, 2002
Most of human activity is oriented around something, some thing.
Externally, we may focus on material things, relationships, money, politics,
and the like. Internally, the focus may be on feelings, thoughts, beliefs,
identity, health, or—with particular force—things we like
or don’t like about ourselves.
During almost every waking moment, our thoughts are concerned with something.
We may take it for granted that this is as it should be.
But
we are often not comfortable within our crowded minds. When we speak of
“wanting space,” for example, we express a wish not to be
oppressed by people, obligations, and concerns. When the mind is preoccupied
with thoughts, feelings, reactions, and judgments it can feel claustrophobic.
When the mind is calm and spacious it can be relaxed and wise, even with
a thought that may feel oppressive when the mind is tight.
There
is much value in nothing. For example, an important element of a room
is the empty space between the things in it. A room will have a very different
atmosphere depending on
the size and shape of its space. Four people in an elevator feel very
different from four people in a cathedral because of the different amount
of nothing surrounding them.
Buddhist
practice could be described as a practice of creating greater space in
our minds and hearts and thus a more spacious and gracious mental environment.
We can bring this about, in part, by appreciating nothing. In fact, nothing
may be more precious than most somethings.
For
example, having few possessions can bring happiness. A classic Buddhist
story tells of a king who renounced his wealth and status and became a
monk. His fellow monks were
skeptical that he would stay ordained without his accustomed luxury and
comfort. Soon after the ordination, the monks were meditating in a grove
of trees and the new monk exclaimed loudly, “Oh, what bliss, what
bliss!” The other monks concluded that he had decided to return
to his life of wealth. However, when they asked him why he exclaimed with
joy, he replied, “When I was a king, I had guards posted inside
and outside the palace, inside and outside the city, within and without
the countryside. But now, on going alone to a
forest, I am without fear, not agitated, confident, and unafraid. This
is why I exclaimed, ‘What Bliss! What Bliss!’”
The
example of the Buddhist monastic shows us the possibility of finding happiness
and peace of mind with few possessions. Monastics haven’t tied their
happiness to things; if anything, they are more interested in having nothing.
This doesn’t mean that we lay people have to give up our money and
possessions, but that we not expect these to be the anchor for our happiness.
Another
area where an appreciation of nothingness can bring us happiness and peace
is in the domain of identity. Asserting, defending, resisting, or denying
identity or self-definition
can produce unnecessary suffering. When I was in college, I did art because
I loved it. One day I decided that I was an “artist.” That
was the day I stopped doing art. When I had
no idea of myself as an artist, expressing myself through art was natural
and enjoyable. But my attempts to live the identity of “artist”
inhibited that natural expression. All too often, when we enter a situation
playing the identity game we suffer or cause others to suffer. Furthermore,
we may limit the creative potential for something new to arise from the
situation. On the other hand, to be without the need for any particular
identity may free us from the compulsions of ego.
Yet
another area where an appreciation of nothingness is important is preconceived
ideas or judgments. Our attachment to our ideas can be as stultifying
as our attachment to identity. An important element of mindfulness practice
is developing “beginner’s mind,” moving through life
ready to see every situation anew.
The
Buddhist path can be described as an emptying of ourselves of fears, inhibitions,
cravings, and other inner causes of suffering. We empty ourselves of our
attachments to posses- sions, our images of ourselves, and our opinions
and ideas. We empty ourselves of the need to plan anxiously, to fret,
and to obsess. Ultimately, we even empty ourselves of the need to attain
something in our practice such as some wonderful spiritual experience.
We discover how little we need to be happy and at peace.
Another
story of the importance of nothing is the famous parable of the raft,
in which the Buddha described how we should relate to the teachings. The
Buddha said to his monks, “Suppose a person comes to a river and
there is no bridge. The person builds a raft and crosses safely to the
other side. Once across, the person picks up the raft and continues the
journey into the forest carrying it. What do you think—is this person
using the raft appropriately?” The monks replied, “No, sir.”
The Buddha then continued, saying, “The Dharma is similar to the
raft, it is for the purpose of crossing over, not for the purpose of grasping.”
In
some important ways Buddhist practice leaves us with nothing. Practice
is sometimes described as “being nobody, going nowhere, having nothing.”
An arahat or enlightened person is described as someone who “has
nothing.” In discovering how to be free from clinging, fear, and
the need for identity, we learn to be happy with nothing. It is as if
happiness is our natural state that is finally revealed when we stop fixating
on all the somethings.
Being
nobody and having nothing doesn’t mean that we are passive or uncaring.
Compassion and the wisdom to act effectively can work through us unimpeded
when we are free of attachments to identity, opinions, and possessions.
Wonderful
things can happen when we appreciate the power of nothing.
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